Arriving&Proclaiming

I literally woke up at 8:47am.

My dad’s wedding was at 8:30 am in anaheim.

I don’t know what happened, either I turned my alarm off in my sleep and don’t remember or it just didn’t fucking go off. I bet I turned it off and don’t remember again, cuz I couldn’t fall asleep til 3 last night.

I’m so angry/sad right now.

ALL i wanted this week was to go to my dad’s wedding. That’s ALL I wanted. I was willing to spend the rest of the week looking for jobs and apartments, going to school, not having any fun, if I could just go to my Dad’s wedding today.

I don’t know what higher power keeps bringing my life down, but I’m so tired.

ALL I wanted was to go to my dad’s wedding.

I’m such a bad daughter. I can never live this down.
All I wanted was to go….. that’s it. thats all.