insomnia :[

In a sense, my insomnia has gotten better, but also worse lately.

When I don’t have nug to smoke, I usually can’t go to sleep until sunrise…

Last night for instance, I took 5 melatonin within two hours (you’re only supposed to take a maximum of 2 for every 4 hours) and I STILL couldn’t even get remotely close to sleep until 530am to 6am.

The melatonin didn’t even KEEP me asleep, I woke up around 1030am and had to lay there for half an hour before I could fall back asleep.

Unless I keep smoking nug every night, I’m going to have to go back to the doctors and ask them for a prescription because I can’t stand it anymore. It literally feels like every time I can’t go to sleep until 6am it breaks down my sanity little by little. 

at least I usually don’t have anything to do in the early mornings so I can sleep in. But not sleeping as well is bringing back headaches and its wearing down on my mind a lot