These past few months have been hard :\

Holy shit I haven’t updated shit since christmas ._.

But 2011 has been a really fun and great year so far :D But it’s also been really hard :\

I’m working about 30 hours a week total now (coaching and tillys) and my shifts at tillys are at 6am or 7am because I have coaching at night. Sooo the melanie you guys knew that never gets up that early is no more T_T

Sleeping has been really weird lately.
I can fall asleep but I can’t stay asleep. And no amount of melatonin or nug seems to help me stay asleep.

Boone passed away on wednesday.
The whole thing was a bust kinda. I didn’t want to announce it on facebook but basically the whole decision whether or not to euthanisize boone was left up to me and without warning. So I basically woke up that morning thinking my dog just had the flu, then my mom told me to take him to the vet and two hours later I was watching my dog die.
It really isn’t easy for me at all and I try not to think about boone because I just start crying every time.

Working at Tillys has gotten a lot better.
I’m getting more hours therefore more cash and my bitchy manager left XD The new store manager is really nice and I kicked ass this last week so I’m gonna be getting lots of hours :D (I’m getting around 12-17 hours a week now)
But it is really hard getting up so early every morning then staying up all day.

Things are good and bad right now.
Things are just…. difficult right now. But I assume things are no less easier for you guys at the moment with all your school and whatnot ._.
I’m trying to turn over a new leaf and not be a slacker with my life. It’s helped to set goals such as moving out and wanting to go to a four-year college eventually.

I’ve decided to commit to sign language tho and learn it completely and maybe get a translator certificate or something haha its a really easy language for me to pick up :D

but anywayssssss now that my multiple page post is overrr
I hope you guys are doing well in life and succeeding at all the things that you try :] I miss you all so much more than I could ever hope to express thru tumblr and I can’t wait for you guys to come back home so we can get wasted together ;D

P.S. KAYLA!!! VAL AND I ARE GETTING OUR PASSPORTS IN APRIL HOPEFULLY SO YOU CANT SLACK EITHER >;DDD